Journey of my Life

Monday, July 05, 2004

Friday

hmm.. went to changi business park to help one of the stuff do data entry.. sux ya.. super boring.. anyway.. Met Dream finally! After so long.. miss her so much.. well.. she came my place to have dinner.. n we slack ard as usual.. haha.. after which went for supper with the guys.. its been some time since i had my Favourite teh tareh!! wohooo.. haha.. Had a great evening with dream! thanxs dear!

Saturday

Went to kick the tiger $500,000 challenge in the morning.. yawnz.. n of course.. mi n my bro could not make it.. haha.. but we did enjoy ourselves! so many ppl there.. its not as easy as i thought it would be.. guess i got to try before i know ya.. haha.. i was very tired after that... but dream was very ncie to bring food down all the way.. thanxs dear.. i really appreciate it alot.. sometimes u just cant show it in the form of words..

guess wat.. my bro and i appeared on the channel U news.. haha.. they were reporting the tiger thingy.. i was shooting at the back! hahahahaha... luckily they film down the part when i scored... lol.. i miss most of the other times.. haha..

Sunday

Went to play NSSL(Soccer) tournament.. well... all the teams there are malays except my team and another.. lol... cant wait to kick all their arse.. damn it.. anyway.. the opponents were still manageable till the 2nd round.. had a tough fight.. i injured myself.. lol.. they were not as tough as they seem..

the final game.. i must say, the team is quite ok only.. my team can handle them.. but as we are playing, my whole team assumed we were leading all this while.. but their assumptions just proved to have failed them.. it was a DRAW... god damn it.. everyone watching was speechless.. damn it.. now we got to kick penalty.. sudden death..

everyone asked mi to take!!! god damn it! i cant! but i was forced into taking up this responsibility.. i have no confidence.. i took.. it was saved.. i felt like a thousand ton rock sank right into my heart.. they scored.. n they won..

sigh.. dun wanna talk abt the rest.. sianz... lol... met dream again! yea...

but i realised something.. i had gone soft.. i dun shout at my team as much.. i dun F*** my opponents like i use to.. instead.. i became so soft.. apologising when its not my fault.. this is not ME!!!!!! i lost my aggresiveness.. my fury.. my temper.. my wrath..

hope this is a blessing in disguise..

Peace Out!

Posted at 10:40 PM