Wats wrong with me.. wats wrong...i dun understand how i function... i dun understand how i think... i dun understand myself.. this is not who i want to be... y i get pissed off with something that i'm doing it because i'm doing it... why i make myself suffer and get pissed.. i rly dun understand what my brain is thinking..
i do all these becos i want to be a gd frend?
does other ppl appreciate wat u do?
wat if they are thinking why i so extra.. ?
why i get jealous so easily?
am i trying too hard? wat am i trying to prove?
how can i survive in this society with such mind set.. ?
why i get pissed with ppl having fun? is it becos things are not going according to wat i have in mind?
omg.. need to run away.. need to escape... need to clear my mind... must flush all those bad stuff out..
End of the day.. how can i cultivate a mind that is in harmony with the universe?
how can i be in peace with everything, everyone and every actions..
Where to find the Peace i yearn for?
Peace Out! Posted at 1:07 AM
THEMAN.
Jason Thian
23
Rich but broke Student
Leo
Once a Saint, Always a Saint
LOVES.
The Girl of My Life:
My Family I love my Friends Nothing beats Soccer Zen abt my Mum's Homemade Food
GOALS
Toyota Rav 4
Get Paid Traveling Round The World
Provide For My Whole Family With Ease
Complete Half-Marathon
Start My Own Family