Raining cats and dogs over here.. Am wondering how u r doing.. hope everything went on smoothly for u... was talking to a friend last nite.. discussing everything that is happening to me... perhaps its hard for u to treat mi normally as a friend within such a short period.. although i would rather u treat as someone special... but i guess i cannot expect u to to able to treat mi as if nothin has happened.. was doing alot of questioning in my head.. why why why... trying to figure out an ans.. cant do it by myself.. guess a 3rd party always have a better view of things..
i am forcing myself.. really forcing myself.. not to sms u tat often... so as to be able to help u to treat mi as a friend? i dunno if it will work.. but i would try.. i would love things to go back to way it was like before.. but i know circumstances have changed.. but wat i hope is.. to be able to go back to wat it was like before even before we got together.. jus as friends.. rly friends who show genuine concern for each other.. if forcing myself to do all that i am going to do will help us to go back to wat it was like before.. i will be willing to do tat..
Not msging u dun mean anything.. u would know tat u r constantly on my mind.. every sec... everyday... the moment i wake up... when i shower... when i study.. when i eat... when i bursh my teeth.. when i get rdy for bed.. when i close my eyes... even in my slp.. i think of u.. there seems to be no escaping u... seems as though i owe u all these in my previous life... time to repay back... time to suffer my retribution..
Tears are a reminder that i am still deeply in love with u... I believe from the btm of my Heart that we are meant to be... I will continue to play my part.. and hope that love will bring u back to me...
**** Addict Out... Posted at 3:20 AM
THEMAN.
Jason Thian
23
Rich but broke Student
Leo
Once a Saint, Always a Saint
LOVES.
The Girl of My Life:
My Family I love my Friends Nothing beats Soccer Zen abt my Mum's Homemade Food
GOALS
Toyota Rav 4
Get Paid Traveling Round The World
Provide For My Whole Family With Ease
Complete Half-Marathon
Start My Own Family
