Monday, November 27, 2006
Ipod...
Haha.. my dearest missed the ipod sales... it was going for 20% off.. haha... wasted.. that could have saved alot of money for her...
Now in office.. rly doing nuts.. only some admin work.. haha.. its rly diff.. Unit life and Institute life.. worlds apart... ITS SO SLACK... i wanted to do more stuff myself.. but greg keep saying thats not wat i am suppose to do.. haha.. but i insist on doing it.. cos.. i am free!!! haha...
u know wat.. they even have warcraft on their com.. not all.. selected few... shyt.. was playing Dota with greg.. haha!!
Peace Out!
Posted at 8:30 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Super Huge Damage!
OMG.. huge dmg just in 1 day.. Dear going to MY for a corporate dinner.. so.. i got to go find my own program for Saturday.. msg JY.. not free.. msg NanAn.. nvr reply.. damn.. no program still... who cares.. just stay home! haha..
The next day, lou lou called! He is also free.. jio me out.. YEAH! my company for the day.. haha! I suggested to go to the Adidas Sales at expo.. so ended up there in the afternoon.. thats where my 1st dmg was received.. $48 for a street soccer shoe as my previous one is totally gone.. and a Cap!
Next stop was Tamp mall.. i wanted to go get my Converse shoe.. the double tounge.. yea.. another $60 dmg... haha! shyt man.. after that.. walk around for a while.. before heading down to Beach Road! haha.. lou lou wanna go there walk and for its Kumbeng Soup..
At beach road.. went up to the 3rd lvl to shop.. damn... bought a shorts becos my old one was thrown away as it was stained with the wax that they use for Dave's leg... and a Transformer T-shirt.. haha! another $26.. damn...
This sums up the total to $134! At nite still lose MJ... no luck.. another $15... that rly sux... oh well.. shyt happens.. just not my day!
DEar! be back soon! i need you to be around!!! Missing you so much...
Peace Out!
Posted at 1:24 AM
Monday, November 20, 2006
I Must Improve!
Hai.. been scolded by my love again for being late... i'm always late for the lousiest reasons.. why have i become such a person.. such a late person.. i
USED to be early.. but not anymore.. i must change!
Sorry sweetie.. u have always been waiting for me.. i promise you with this post.. things will definitely change for the better...
Hs.. u want my skin.. but along with it comes my asthma, eczema and other illness.. and a little fats in the stomach.. haha... no one is perfect.. i happen so to have a less-oil skin.. but with it comes illness that cannot be seen.. no one is perfect.. everyone is made fairly.. u must understand that.. haha.. so u still want my skin?
End state.. just wanna let the ppl out there know.. God made us all equal.. no one is better off then the other.. you might have the kind of happiness others might long for.. but u will still want for happiness that you dun have but others have.. hai.. so confusing.. haha!
Peace Out!
Posted at 11:16 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Hello..
Hey.. just finish Ex. Milo... its a Mortar Live Firing Ex for the cadets.. i took Yankee Battery.. which was wat i was in then.. haha.. all those memories.. and it rly occur to mi that i like to teach them and be their instructor... its so much fun... haha.. the cadet days are so good..
Past wk, i was reflecting again on my kne injury.. come to think abt it.. its rly bad.. i can barely run on the treadmill that day when i went to gym.. but today when i went for soccer.. its ok le. weird! i rly hope i can continue with all my physical activities... i enjoy them so much.. hope that all will go well...
Peace Out!
Posted at 11:52 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
I am Crazy!
Something is seriously wrong with me.. why am i reacting this way to such petty issues.. god pls help me.. i am ruining my ownself.. i am destroying everything that i have built..
i'm so sry dear.. u got to bear with me.. going through some crazy period.. thanks alot for the guard.. love it.. u r the best..
Peace Out!
Posted at 2:16 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
The Inevitable
Well.. yup... got posted out... hai.. no choice... went to report.. my boss told mi to go b my dept to wrok first.. until the 22 when the big boss comesback. then they will decide my fate.. hai... well.. i think i always look at the bad side only.. nvr try to look at the good side.. i guess thats the problem with mi... at least next time my ns time would not be so shiong.. can relax.. haha..
today on my way back, helped a granny to carry this heavy bag.. haha.. she stay just opp my condo! wat a coincidence.. haha... i think she is call mrs huang.. haha.. or something.. i feel so happy after helping her.. i rly like to help ppl.. so happy! this happiness is so diff... everytime i help someone.. i feel so elated..
i am thinking of my destiny.. wat has life installed for me.. i suddenly got the urge to help ppl around me.. want to go overseas to help... is this just a moment of interest? i wonder..
Peace Out!
Posted at 6:59 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
WTF is wrong with me...
Wats wrong with me.. wats wrong...i dun understand how i function... i dun understand how i think... i dun understand myself.. this is not who i want to be... y i get pissed off with something that i'm doing it because i'm doing it... why i make myself suffer and get pissed.. i rly dun understand what my brain is thinking..
i do all these becos i want to be a gd frend?
does other ppl appreciate wat u do?
wat if they are thinking why i so extra.. ?
why i get jealous so easily?
am i trying too hard? wat am i trying to prove?
how can i survive in this society with such mind set.. ?
why i get pissed with ppl having fun? is it becos things are not going according to wat i have in mind?
omg.. need to run away.. need to escape... need to clear my mind... must flush all those bad stuff out..
End of the day.. how can i cultivate a mind that is in harmony with the universe?
how can i be in peace with everything, everyone and every actions..
Where to find the Peace i yearn for?
Peace Out!
Posted at 1:07 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
There is Hope!
Haha.. there is hope.. i might not be post out.. cos my Big Boss wants mi to stay in TFC to help out.. yea.. thats what i want as well.. haha.. shyt.. past 2 days.. quite free in office.. was playing game.. haha.. Gameboy Advance Emulator.. Summon Nights.. quite a good game for a game boy. haha..
I'm so sorry dear.. i nvr realise that u r in so much stress becos of me.. i'm rly sry.. things will be better from now k.. love you!
Peace Out!
Posted at 7:42 PM
