Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Operation "After So Long"
Yes! Time for Operation "After So Long" to commence.. Got to start gathering all the necessary resources now.. not much time left.. and i got OBS and minor coming up.. got to make sure i do this!!
Hmm.. u know.. during this whole period.. i really really believe that a guy and a ger can be genuinely good friends with no other ill intentions of getting close to them.. so amazing.. i used to believe that whenever a guy wanna get close to a ger.. there must be some ulterior motives.. but.. guess not!
Found some really good ger friends along my way in life.. Ginger.. Joanne.. Joanne.. Gina.. Trina.. They are amazing gers that stood by me in times of need.. am really glad to have them as my friends.. and i really hope to be able to keep them as friend for a long long time.. =)
Jason Out!
Posted at 12:25 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
I Am Finally Alive Again...
Yeah.. i guess.. after like 4 months of trying to revive myself.. i am finally alive again! Would really like to thank all the people who gave their support to me when i am tat low.. low... =)
Thanks To All The Nurses: Dave, Tong, Von, Louis, Weiliang, Lisa, Ian, Tony, My Bro, Desmond, NanAn, Darren, Ginger, Joanne, Joanne, Gina, Trina and Everyone who has helped me in a way or another!
And not forgetting.. Minz.. thanks for helping me to get over this whole incident.. am really really happy that things have finally ended the way that i would love it to be... still good friends after everything! tats wat we have talked about before isn't it.. =) But who knows wat the future have installed for us.. We might or might not cross path yet again.. but i am really glad we are still gd friends at the end of the day.. u can always be sure that i will be there for u if u need someone ya!
This 4 months was not easy AT ALL.. trust me.. haha.. i think the amount of tears in this 4 months is more than all the amount add together for the past of my 20+yrs of life... =X haha! But.. i guess... time will heal all wounds.. Time Shall Answer All..
ps: Minz.. try to not think of nasty stuff all the time.. it makes u such an angry person(Not pretty le...).. haha.. think of happy stuff! like the shopping u gonna do in HK!! The Rides u will be taking at Ocean Park and Disney!! The FOOD in HK(Sure DAMN BLOODY NICE LA!) and all the yandao HK guys! Think about the Fun u will get speaking in Canton! But i still think the food will make u happy.. haha!!! so shiok la! oh man.. salivating as i imagine u eating all those food... ARGH! =)
买东西，吃东西，再买东西，再吃东西，再再买东西，再再吃东西！
HAVE LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN IN HONGKONG!!
pss: Louis.. HAVE FUN WITH UR "GAY' FRIEND!! BUY STUFF BACK FOR MI HOR... =p
Jason Out!
Labels: Alive Again, Great Friends
Posted at 10:16 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
"Bloody Year!"
First, i dislocated my R Knee while playing soccer...
Next, my Heart got broken into Gazillion Pieces..
Then, I Cut my finger while washing my bike.. saw the flesh IN my finger.. got light headed.. thought i was gonna faint..
Now, I got bitten by a very nice looking Jack Russel.. totally caught off guard.. gosh.. and so lucky on my right hand.. oh well..
Hmm.. Exams have already started.. but.. i am totally not feeling any stress at all.. totally.. perhaps my mind is preoccupied with other matters.. i feel so "prepared" all the time.. and i feel i got nothing else to revise.. oh well.. guess its a good thing..
Love is amazing while it lasted..
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 7:43 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Roller-Coaster!
Weeeeeeee..........
Argh.............
Weeeeeeee..............
Argh................
Thats the up and down of roller-coasters... Which abt sums up what i am going through right now...
Rly interesting...
Each time i try to figure out what is going on.. and the moment i thought i got it all figure out... i was proven wrong! Craps.. talk abt having an analytical mind..
Luckily.. i am rather prepared for tmr's TAX paper.. Cos.. i am spending most of my time now trying to figure out.. WHAT EXACTLY IS GOING ON.... Why is it not the way i thought it is.. Why does it always turn out the other way.. *Puzzled*
Guess i need more facts before doing my analysis... perhaps an interview would garner a different perspective..
OH man.. got to learn to keep my focus.. exams are here.. but wats on my mind is not Accounting or Law! Craps.. IF only we can manually select wat goes on in our mind.. but too bad.. there is no such thing right now.. Jus got to live with all the distractions while revising at the same time.. good training..
Talk Cock, Sing Song, Play Mahjong!
Thanks!
**** Addict Out...
Labels: Puzzled, Roller-Coaster
Posted at 10:29 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
FISH YOU
Shows are Shows..
And they will always be shows..
I Thought..
I Tried..
I Failed..
SO..... FISH YOU!
YOU ARE A BLOODY * THAT IS FULL OF FISHING LIES!
I HOPE YOU FISHING BURN IN HELL!
DUN EVEN TRY ANYTHING YOU FISHING *!
COS U WILL JUST MAKE IT WORST!
HOPE YOU GET SDIA AND FISHING DIE!
YOU DUN FISHING DESERVE ANYTHING FROM ME!
YOU ARE NOT FISHING WORTH IT AT ALL!
FISH YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFE!
ps: JASON, Finish wat u started.. You can try to forgive and forget.. you can try...
ppss: JASON, Quit being an IDIOT!!!
THE FISHER NOSAJ...
Labels: FISH YOU, THIS IS THE ONE AND ONLY LABEL
Posted at 11:58 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
记得爱 by 阿沁
Its Raining Silent Snow Continously
天空不断下着无声的雪
I Could Barely keep the Nite Warm with Thoughts of Missing you
而我只有思念, 勉强能温暖黑夜
I Would Climb Pass Moutains & Swim Across Oceans Just to Hug You
拥抱你我历尽千山万水
Every Men have Unspoken Heart Breaks
每个男人都有说不出的心碎
I am Still In Love with Someone
我还爱着一个人
I wish i could go back to the Beautiful Past
但愿回到美好的从前
Perhaps the Feeling of Hurt Showed how Deep we Were in Love
也许痛的感觉证明了爱的深切
If Not, why didn't I move Back yet
不然为什么我还不撤退
CHORUS
Remember Love, All Those Happy Moments
记得爱，所有幸福的片段
Thats why i keep Forgetting that i Need to Leave
所以才一直忘记要离开
Stretched out my Hands, Continue to Give my Love Courageously
伸出手，继续勇敢付出我的爱
Stay Put and Wait
原地不动的等待
Even if the Wind made my Hair Messy
就算风把我的头发吹乱
Remember Love, Is the Answer i Give Myself
记得爱，是我给我的答案
Never to Consider Whether i Should or Should not
就不再考虑应该不应该
A Drop of Tear Flows Into the Vast Ocean
一滴泪，落进无边无际的大海
At Least We Lived with No Regrets
至少我们都活的没有遗憾
Just Remember Love and Loneliness Don't Matter Anymore...
只要记得爱，就无所谓孤单。
我还是深爱你。。。
浩笔下。。。
Posted at 5:03 PM
Just 1% and I Will be Satisfied...
Just Hope...
Just 1%.. and i Will be More Than Satisfied...
Just 14.4...
Just Hope...
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 12:52 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I Failed.. Crap...
Day(s) w/o Msg: 0
Yeah..i failed terribly.. barely a day and i succumb to my urge.. crabby patties...
Pray that you will feel OK Soon!!
Running a temp.. must be my little bro.. he was runnin a temp ytd nite... tat maggot.. slping early.. nite ppl...
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Missing you, like how the Solar Panel Miss the Sun..
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 11:01 PM
Have A Great Day Ahead!
Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening!
Hope you will have a fantastic day ahead...
Hope you are feeling much better already...
Hope i will appear somewhere in ur mind...
Like how you constantly appear in mine...
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 8:35 AM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Am Happy For You!
Great news!!!! One of my buddy is attached!! haha.. Louis the gay.. has proven that he is not gay to the whole world.. haha! think its time to stop calling him tat.. i think i am the gay now.. lol..
Am rly happy for him!!! =)
Day(s) w/o Msg: 1
Thinking of u...
Hope u r feeling better from ur headache already...
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 11:03 PM
Headache Headache Go Away....
Headache Headache Go Away...
Dun You Ever Go Her Way...
If You Still Need To Go Some Way...
Please, Please, Come My Way...
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 12:17 PM
Teach me pls?
Can someone pls teach me how i should treat u....
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 12:52 AM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
And the struggle continues...
Raining cats and dogs over here.. Am wondering how u r doing.. hope everything went on smoothly for u... was talking to a friend last nite.. discussing everything that is happening to me... perhaps its hard for u to treat mi normally as a friend within such a short period.. although i would rather u treat as someone special... but i guess i cannot expect u to to able to treat mi as if nothin has happened.. was doing alot of questioning in my head.. why why why... trying to figure out an ans.. cant do it by myself.. guess a 3rd party always have a better view of things..
i am forcing myself.. really forcing myself.. not to sms u tat often... so as to be able to help u to treat mi as a friend? i dunno if it will work.. but i would try.. i would love things to go back to way it was like before.. but i know circumstances have changed.. but wat i hope is.. to be able to go back to wat it was like before even before we got together.. jus as friends.. rly friends who show genuine concern for each other.. if forcing myself to do all that i am going to do will help us to go back to wat it was like before.. i will be willing to do tat..
Not msging u dun mean anything.. u would know tat u r constantly on my mind.. every sec... everyday... the moment i wake up... when i shower... when i study.. when i eat... when i bursh my teeth.. when i get rdy for bed.. when i close my eyes... even in my slp.. i think of u.. there seems to be no escaping u... seems as though i owe u all these in my previous life... time to repay back... time to suffer my retribution..
Tears are a reminder that i am still deeply in love with u...
I believe from the btm of my Heart that we are meant to be...
I will continue to play my part.. and hope that love will bring u back to me...
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 3:20 AM
Friday, November 07, 2008
Nothing but a Stranger (Cont)...
Requesting politely... Just like any Stranger...
Rejecting politely... Am i just a Stranger...
Miracles do happen... Even for a stranger...
My Anger Dustbin: Y** A** F*** O* F******* L*** E******!
I W*** T** K*** T** T****!
I D********* D****** B***** F*** Y**!
Addict Out...
Posted at 11:38 AM
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Nothing but a Stranger...
"In My Eye"
No Expectations.... Am Nothing but a Stranger....
Only Hope.... Just like any other Stranger....
Hope will keep us Alive... Even for a stranger...
Addict Out...
Posted at 11:22 PM
Addiction...
"Its Only About You and Me..."
"Its Priceless..."
"Its Everywhere..."
Being an addict... u r suppose to be able to do anything to get wat u are addicted to.. but i guess my case.. isn't as easy...
**** Addict Out...
Posted at 12:45 AM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
I AM A **** ADDICT
I AM ADDICTED TO ****...
Barely Surviving on old 사진... and past 짧은 메시지 서비스...
사랑해요 ****
Addict Out...
Posted at 11:06 PM
Iron Peace Losing The Battle!!
Power Level: 20% WARNING! BELOW SAFETY LEVEL!
Enemies: Uncountable...
Allies: None...
Actions:
-Occasional Self-Slaps n Self-Knocks to the Head
-Insert the following Secret Code into the Head
-Secret Code:
"I Will be free from Worries!"
"I Will be free from Suffering!"
"I Will be Well!"
"I Will be Happy!" Adopted from
MettaTo The Enemies: "F*** Y** F** M***** M* F*** S* L****! C*** Y** J*** G** O** O* M* H***!"
Iron Peace Out!
Posted at 5:13 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Dreams are lovely...
I had the best dream ever abt u guys know wat la.. haha! hated myself for waking up... really hated myself.. the dream seem so real.. oh well.. though the dream came to an end.. i believe its an omen from above to tell mi not to stop believing in dreams.. i will make my dream come true.. some how...
Caught Iron Man with the usual khakis @ e usual place.. been wanting to watch that show for a long long time.. its a great show.. it gives mi a boost to help mi in my determination to stick to wat i have said..
This aft.. had some glitches in myself.. wanted to look for help.. realise i am alone.. told myself to fix this glitch on my own.. somehow or rather.. i managed to do it.. with some lubricant leaks though.. but all is well.. =)
Oh.. jus now.. went to print some photos.. didn't know how to do it.. was my first time.. went there.. got this old granny directing mi to the machine there.. so i jus used it and printed 29 pics.. it cost mi $14.50.. cos its 50cents per piece.. was quite curious why it is so exp.. i asked a aunty there wats the price of printing photos.. then she showed mi.. haha.. i feel "cheated".. i used the Instant one.. tat explained the price.. haha! oh well.. the old granny also not sure.. not her fault.. lesson learnt.. i am dumb dumb! =)
Iron Peace Out!
Posted at 10:51 PM
